Quantum Journey of 14 Sept 2015
Ronald Holt
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Started tonight’s journey with a bit of enthusiasm from the previous night’s journey resulting in the unexpected meeting of Ammaline and her friend, two rainbow plasma beings.
Tonight, as I prepared to enter the quantum, I again centered my awareness upon the thymus chakra conjoined with the heart and solar plexus chakras.
Entered the quantum space and settled within the empty vast darkness. As this voidness all around me was settling into my awareness, a train of observations passed my attention. The train of observations proposed a number of recent journeys within the quantum, which consisted of experiences integratively piercing or transcending the boundary of the void in some manner or another.
However, the previous nights experience was of meeting fellow actors albeit extraterrestrial, but still actors in the vast realms ironically “within the theater” of the void.
As fast as this observation arose, it passed …finding little or nothing to stick to or distract away from. Tonight’s quantum journey seemed to be one of abiding. No intellectual, emotional or physical stimuli arising to be looked at via the non-polarized lens of the neutral observer, so revitalization deliciously commenced within the abiding state.
Abiding and revitalizing in the stillness of the quantum was all that was occurring throughout the majority of this night’s meditation, until the last portion.
Suddenly the stillness and the vast darkness began altering itself by lines of light piercing the darkness and descending from every direction of the outer boundary surface of the voidness. As if the voidness composed a perfect but vast sphere and descended its lines of light to the center of the voidness.
The center of the voidness became my heart, which models each and every human heart. As these lines of light connected to the center point, my heart burst with pure, vital, refreshing and fulfilling love. My tears ran freely as I could not stop them.
I looked up at these lines of light as it was obvious that the only thing to do was to receive what was to happen next, …and then next. I felt drawn to observe where these lines of light were coming from, so my awareness sharpened its focus towards the surface of the void.
I saw all the lines of light etching a pattern upon the surface. It was like the light was connecting and forming a spherical net across the entire sphere of the void.
The light was carving up the darkness, and simultaneously began dissolving or consuming every bit of the darkness from the surface where it began as a net, then it began descending downward towards the core. As this process began, there was a moment when sufficient darkness of the void was consumed, it provided perfect clarity.
In that clarity I saw Shiva standing above the rapidly disappearing void. He was smiling and he held a trident. It reminded me of the Osho Zen Tarot card “Transformation.”
Now he began to speak and I’ll try to recapture the essence of his message. Up to this point, every being has experienced some measure of trepidation even fear of the unknown. Yet movement within the void requires a holistic emotional body and extra vulnerability in order to integrate the many components and dualities of the self.
In the void, every moment is an undertaking in trust. The act of not knowing one moment from the next in this state of vulnerability takes immense courage as your historical conditioning is one that is full of experiences of being hurt or victimized when opened so fully and trusting.
Now that you have worked to identify the belief systems, habits, patterns and origins of such disempowerments residing in the unconscious, now you can see how unconscious vulnerability is different from conscious and empowered vulnerability.
Unconscious vulnerability is over laden with imbalance in the positive as well as blind enthusiasm of which you well know. Because you have taken the charge out of polarized belief systems by facing each fear living in the repeating stories cycling within the mind and emotions to the degree that you have, you have known and have had success for awhile now knowing that they are all of your own making.
None the less, to assist you and others like you please understand that consciousness loves open space, new space. And consciousness immensely loves unconscious space. In fact it joyously, almost aggressively seeks to fill empty space or unconsciousness with consciousness.
Like a parent lovingly attending the knowledge and understanding level of their innocent child, consciousness loves awakening.
With this perspective then, you and all beings once went to sleep and forgot this relationship. Now that you are stepping past your fears to journey deeper into the voidness and the not knowing – there comes a point where there is nothing awaiting you dropping your guard, instead understand that awaiting your remembrance and recognition of the "you" existing vastly beyond the realm of the void is reaching in to re-embrace you back.
This bridge of conscious and awakened love exists from you the separated, and you beyond the void. Awaiting you in the void now is vast love connecting from seemingly inside and outside working together. Every venture and moment spent in this reunion, affects you quantum-ly.
Shiva's message ends.
Ron ...I think we are getting experiences of piercing the void in many different versions simulating the embryonic shell cracking in stages and at our own timing as to best facilitate the butterfly we are becoming.
Tonight, as I prepared to enter the quantum, I again centered my awareness upon the thymus chakra conjoined with the heart and solar plexus chakras.
Entered the quantum space and settled within the empty vast darkness. As this voidness all around me was settling into my awareness, a train of observations passed my attention. The train of observations proposed a number of recent journeys within the quantum, which consisted of experiences integratively piercing or transcending the boundary of the void in some manner or another.
However, the previous nights experience was of meeting fellow actors albeit extraterrestrial, but still actors in the vast realms ironically “within the theater” of the void.
As fast as this observation arose, it passed …finding little or nothing to stick to or distract away from. Tonight’s quantum journey seemed to be one of abiding. No intellectual, emotional or physical stimuli arising to be looked at via the non-polarized lens of the neutral observer, so revitalization deliciously commenced within the abiding state.
Abiding and revitalizing in the stillness of the quantum was all that was occurring throughout the majority of this night’s meditation, until the last portion.
Suddenly the stillness and the vast darkness began altering itself by lines of light piercing the darkness and descending from every direction of the outer boundary surface of the voidness. As if the voidness composed a perfect but vast sphere and descended its lines of light to the center of the voidness.
The center of the voidness became my heart, which models each and every human heart. As these lines of light connected to the center point, my heart burst with pure, vital, refreshing and fulfilling love. My tears ran freely as I could not stop them.
I looked up at these lines of light as it was obvious that the only thing to do was to receive what was to happen next, …and then next. I felt drawn to observe where these lines of light were coming from, so my awareness sharpened its focus towards the surface of the void.
I saw all the lines of light etching a pattern upon the surface. It was like the light was connecting and forming a spherical net across the entire sphere of the void.
The light was carving up the darkness, and simultaneously began dissolving or consuming every bit of the darkness from the surface where it began as a net, then it began descending downward towards the core. As this process began, there was a moment when sufficient darkness of the void was consumed, it provided perfect clarity.
In that clarity I saw Shiva standing above the rapidly disappearing void. He was smiling and he held a trident. It reminded me of the Osho Zen Tarot card “Transformation.”
Now he began to speak and I’ll try to recapture the essence of his message. Up to this point, every being has experienced some measure of trepidation even fear of the unknown. Yet movement within the void requires a holistic emotional body and extra vulnerability in order to integrate the many components and dualities of the self.
In the void, every moment is an undertaking in trust. The act of not knowing one moment from the next in this state of vulnerability takes immense courage as your historical conditioning is one that is full of experiences of being hurt or victimized when opened so fully and trusting.
Now that you have worked to identify the belief systems, habits, patterns and origins of such disempowerments residing in the unconscious, now you can see how unconscious vulnerability is different from conscious and empowered vulnerability.
Unconscious vulnerability is over laden with imbalance in the positive as well as blind enthusiasm of which you well know. Because you have taken the charge out of polarized belief systems by facing each fear living in the repeating stories cycling within the mind and emotions to the degree that you have, you have known and have had success for awhile now knowing that they are all of your own making.
None the less, to assist you and others like you please understand that consciousness loves open space, new space. And consciousness immensely loves unconscious space. In fact it joyously, almost aggressively seeks to fill empty space or unconsciousness with consciousness.
Like a parent lovingly attending the knowledge and understanding level of their innocent child, consciousness loves awakening.
With this perspective then, you and all beings once went to sleep and forgot this relationship. Now that you are stepping past your fears to journey deeper into the voidness and the not knowing – there comes a point where there is nothing awaiting you dropping your guard, instead understand that awaiting your remembrance and recognition of the "you" existing vastly beyond the realm of the void is reaching in to re-embrace you back.
This bridge of conscious and awakened love exists from you the separated, and you beyond the void. Awaiting you in the void now is vast love connecting from seemingly inside and outside working together. Every venture and moment spent in this reunion, affects you quantum-ly.
Shiva's message ends.
Ron ...I think we are getting experiences of piercing the void in many different versions simulating the embryonic shell cracking in stages and at our own timing as to best facilitate the butterfly we are becoming.
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